Vertigo Vertigo [Gaganymede]

Vertigo Vertigo

06 February 2009 at 00:39
Diary, Revelations

All these emotions bring something though. They give me back the feeling of vertigo, that I had not felt this way and this strong for ages! When I realise that there are so many things in the world... There are all these things, all these precious moments for each and everyone... I would love to concentrate them inside me, at the same moment, at the same place, and then feel what would be come kind of "supreme holy moment", the holy moment as they call it in Waking Life. Hey, by the way, I saw the entire movie was on Google Video!! I'm telling you, have a look:

The credits of that video must be on the website hosting it.

It's difficult to explain this feeling, I've never seen anybody talk about it before, except maybe in this particular moment in American Beauty... Oh hey, I found it too, on YouTube!

The credits of that video must be on the website hosting it.

It happens to me a lot with music. There are a lot of different music tracks that I like, that really have the potential to remind me of things or reach something deep in me. But they are all very different and they touch something different as a result. I often fantasise I can unite all these tracks in one, which would then be the perfect track. And simply by listening to the track, I could recall it forever and then contain in me and make me feel all these emotions, or rather, this sacred emotion, just by thinking of it.

I know it also happens to me with TV shows, movies, but also people I'd like to keep close to me (I told you of The House), memories, places, situations (for example, I love watching the sky at night on my own), all these emotions. Oddly enough, it reminds me a bit the Chimera, this impossible oneiric combination. But given that it is only about emotions, maybe it's actually possible, in the imagination.