The gang bang fantasy

I'm in a teasing phase.

So, yeah, some time ago, one of my biggest secret fantasies was the gang bang. I was dreaming about getting the attention of several guys at the same time.

It is said that fantasies can tell a lot about someone. I think it's true, because this fantasy was telling a lot about me: lack of self-esteem, need to get people's attention to feel worthy of affection. It's also a very selfish fantasy whose goal isn't to pleasure other people, but to feel beautiful in other people's eyes. I think it is a very narcissistic fantasy.

Yes, in the end, it all comes down to this again. Self-esteem, rejection, the Theory of Sexual Relativity...

No, I didn't fulfil this fantasy. I mean...! No, it was just a friend and his boyfriend... And I don't have this fantasy anymore.

PS: you wanted a picture there as well?!

Comments

  • Macsym, 29/07/2008
    Et bien dis donc voilà un billet plutôt court ! Moi qui m'attendais à une explication témoignage reportage photo un truc un peu 2.0 et bien non !
    Mon dieu les blogs seraient-ils redevenus ces carnets personnels où l'on parle de soi ?
  • Jujupiter, 29/07/2008
    @Macsym Mais oui! Et j'assume!
  • Aratta, 29/07/2008
    Les fantasmes évoluent avec notre vécu, nos changements... tant mieux, j'aime bien ce renouvellement ;)
  • Jujupiter, 29/07/2008
    @Aratta Oui, ca permet de voir un peu de tout, c'est sympa. The sexual journey...
  • The 6L20, 29/07/2008
    faudra me donner une définition exact de ce que c'est le gangbang.
    je voyer plutôt cela comme un acte avilissant...
  • JU, 29/07/2008
    "It is said that fantasies can tell a lot about someone"
    I believe that you're a GROSSE COCHONNE more than into self esteem and rejection. Think about that.
    I also think that sometimes, fantasies are better when they stay fantasies. Puting them into action can be quite deceiving. And I am talking from experience...
  • Jujupiter, 29/07/2008
    @The 6L20 Gang bang, en gros, c'est se faire prendre par plusieurs mecs. Ce n'est avilissant que si tu le consideres comme tel, je pense.
    @JU Oh my, je suis demasque! A disappointing experience? Come on, tell us about it!
  • JU, 29/07/2008
    you are a real grosse cochonne.
    I used to be into group sex. I had my share of 3somes but my real fantasy was to fuck with a whole bunch of guys, like in a porn movie. Not a gang bang cuz that must hurt somehow. So, my last orgy was with 10 men but I only had sex with 1 person. The only one that I felt attracted to. I came to the conclusion that I was indeed a cochonne but a picky one. I cannot have sex freely with anyone, which is the principle of the orgy.
    And I can't stand when someone touches my big feet!
    I hate those fetichists.
    I now believe that sex is better one on one.
  • Jujupiter, 29/07/2008
    @JU I get your point. Me too, I had some fantasies that, when I was fulfilling them, I thought it was boring or not that exciting. And I definitely agree that one on one sex is the best (when you have found the right person to enjoy it fully).
  • JU, 29/07/2008
    I had some fantasies that, when I was fulfilling them, I thought it was boring or not that exciting.
    Could you give us more details ???
  • Jujupiter, 29/07/2008
    @JU No, otherwise I won't have anything left to write, hee! All I will say is that it actually depends a lot on the person you're doing it with.

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