The time for sweet romance was already over. Problems were already starting. I talked about this story with several people and I had basically had two opinions. The first one was that he didn't give a fuck about me. The second one was that he was "playing a game". I don't understand the notion of "game" when it comes to love. Sorry if I state the obvious but I loathe drama in love, problems, queeny stuff, all this kind of bullshit... But I was so much in the irrational that I'd rather accept the second theory than the idea that he didn't feel anything for me.
I went travelling, I kissed another guy over there... And then he recontacted me, told me he was surprised that I wasn't giving any news, which made me feel more confident about him. I thought I could have misunderstood. He told me he would call me back when I get back from my holidays.
And guess what? He he he! Ha ha ha! Well yeah, he did it a second time!!! He didn't call me. It was bad timing because my plane had been really late and I came back completely exhausted to work but most of all, I have learnt bad news in my family. I felt very frustrated and I sent a message to my flatmate in which I was referring to him in unflattering terms. But I was so tired that instead of sending it to my flatmate, I sent it to him! When there is something stupid to be done, I'm always here!
He didn't take it very well...! I called him, I apologised and apologised and apologised, I explained why I was upset. He told me he had been very busy, that it was nothing, that this message was nothing, he knew how to reassure me and I thought I had avoided the unavoidable. When you're into someone, you do everything to show you're someone strong that the person can rely on. Well, it was fucked, I was now looking like the annoying and freaky guy.
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Bon tu vas me prendre pour un attardé mais c'est le même garçon que celui qui avait eu une conversation "plutôt chaude" avec un autre?
N'empêche, ça donne envie de lire la suite.
L'image me fait penser au crucifix moderne du musée du Vatican.
Mais je vois que tu as regardé les photos de mon séjour à Rome :) Néanmoins, cette image ne fait pas référence au crucifix exposé à la Galerie d'Art Moderne du Vatican. En tout cas, ce serait un bon test de Rorschach pour toi, ha ha!
Bon alors attendons la suite!
Oui j'ai regardé un peu les photos (bon pas toutes, faut pas pousser) surtout pour leur diversité géographique...Tu voyages énormément.
Test de Rorschach, hum, non. L'image ne ressemble à rien, si ce n'est aux courbes "modernes" du crucifix en question.
Tu me montres l'image comme ça, je ne pense pas que je sois en mesure d'y voir quoique ce soit.
C'est juste...psychédélique?
I am SO HAPPY !
Being into something, it's almost like being in love dont cha think ? What would you know anyway. 7 posts for one guy and not even one once of feeling...
L'image, oui, est juste censee etre psychedelique. L'avantage quand on parle d'irrationnel, c'est qu'on peut vraiment tout se permettre :)
@JU Sun is shining in Paris? Well, it does as well in London! I mean... it's been shining for the last 10 minutes, maybe we can hope for 5 extra minutes of sunshine!
I didn't say I didn't feel anything. I felt something, but it wasn't love. Not yet. I think. I'm not sure. Oh well, you're right, what would I know?
if that's not LOVE
what is it ?
I dunno much either.
:)
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