London or the end of the Great Love 2 The "boyfriend" concept [Gaganymede]

London or the end of the Great Love 2
The "boyfriend" concept

13 November 2006 at 10:00
Love, sex, etc.

The outer photobooth and the head without a body

I haven't been precise enough about the Greek. He gave me several hints during our relationship that should have make me understand it would end up in rabbit fart (French expression, sorry).

For instance, the fact he didn't want a boyfriend. Yeah, I know, that's a pretty BIG hint. He told me that, lately, he opened himself up to the others and he didn't want to stick to anyone but he really liked me, and stuff. I felt quite surprised, but at the same time, it made me think.

I could also talk about the fact he didn't like to go to the restaurant. Or that he prefers older people. I mean 40 and more.

And I forget the last time we met, we had an argument. I pushed him to come to a party although he didn't want to, so we went into a fight. Once at the party, he disappeared, I don't know where. I took advantage of it to take pictures of the "outer photobooth" at the entry. He reappeared only at the end of the nght to apologize and he left. It was cute that he apologizes.

However, a few minutes later, a guy suggested me to smoke outside together and I thought about what the Greek told me about opening up and all that shit. The guy, an Australian guy, kissed me and invited me to his place but he didn't attract me so I told him I had a boyfriend, he got a strange reaction (I didn't know having a boyfriend was THAT unpopular in here) and he left after telling me he loved me. He must have been drunk.

Anyway, I feel less bitter than expected. I'm telling you! Now, we'll see what will come up.