Today, it's been two months since I arrived in London... and two since I last had a boyfriend. Yesterday, it really stunned me when I watched a TV show about men having a mid-life crisis : one of them has been single for 6 years and when he said that, the chick looked at him in such a way ! Like "I feel so much pity for you". Fuckin' hell, I'm 22 and I've never been more in "love failure" than today. Fuckin' hell, I dread the end of the month, the family meeting... with my parents married for 25 years (the true love, the everlasting one), my big sister and her girlfriend (the one-year-and-half stable relationship proving that being gay is not a good excuse for being single) and my twinsister and her "new boyfriend" (their relationship may be short, which reminds me that I didn't even have any "middle-term" relationship lately, except the one I ended 2 two years ago).
Fuckin' hell, 2 years ! I'm a desperate cause ! In 2 years, I got 3 failures : "Hi Juju, here's my boyfriend !" then "Yeah, you couldn't hear from me because, now, I have a boyfriend !" and, at last : "You can still tease me by telling me who's coming tonight except you !". (I think some may recognise themselves, nevermind ! Anyway, nobody's reading that damn blog !!!) I'm a desperate cause ! No but, really ! I mean, the other day, in the Tube, a somehow cute bloke with some kind of charism, sat beside me. I stared at him like a pervert. Then, something happened that sort of... "moved" me. No, I'm not saying I was having a hard on !!! Actually, his leg just touched mine, but it was enough to remind me how good and strong a man's affection is. It also made me realize how long I haven't had it. HOLY CRAP !!! And, besides, the screen of my PC is dead ! FUCKIN' SHIT !!! I definitely need to celebrate all that with Ada. It can't hurt me anyway.
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