Social suicide

• 03 August 2005 at 10:19
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Yesterday, it was so strange, I socially suicided myself in Dégel, through the association's mailing list. I wrote about 10000 times in the email that I was a coward and it suddenly released so much pressure in me. Since yesterday, I have been so... calm ! Incredible, this morning, I could even feel how slackened my shoulders were... I have to post this email here.

I don't know whether it's a good or a bad sign.

I've written incredible stuff in that email. The sentence that had the most effect on me was "I am a coward for making a victim of myself while thinking it will forgive my mistakes (...). I really am a bottom guy (with sadomasochistic tendancies.)"

Furthermore, yesterday, it was Saint Julien's day. Happy Saint Julien's day !!!

This email is actually onlline, on the French version of this post.

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