8, lonely.The Hermit.
"I wish I was left alone."
10, ready to sacrify himself.The Martyr.
"If the world can get better,
I wish I could take everybody's pain on me."
12, world-hater.The Tyran.
"I wish I could destroy mankind."
14, trying to gain sympathy.The Saviour.
"I wish I protect the world."
22, idealist.The Joker.
"I wish to reunite all the feelings and all the memories in me, forever."
- 21 December 2005 at 18:54
- Diary
Yesterday, it was Xmas meal @ Sennep ! And we drank a lot ! We started from 2pm to... well, actually, I had to go at 9pm... I then went to Marlene's birthday party but I don't have any picture. (At least, not yet !)
To see Sennep's Xmas e-card, click here.
- 17 December 2005 at 20:17
- Diary
Those days, when I get home, Ada is still working (she works until VERY LATE). The TV is dead, my PC is dead, we don't have any Internet connection... Okay, there's a lot of housework to do but when I get home, that's definitely the last thing I feel like doing. Thus, I'm bored.
So I try to get myself budy by conceiving projects, thinking about stories, but it's useless because I need a PC to make it work. There's quite a few thing I'd love to work on but for the moment, I can't. Thus, I spend all my time in the Internet cafe !
And then I check my emails (I configured my webmail so that it refreshes itself every minute, so that I know about a message at the very moment it arrives...), I watch Degel's website, Alias spoilers... Actually, it looks like Alias is improving a bit. Thus, I spend all my time on Alias websites.
They were talking about the last episode that looks quite good (for once). In it, Sydney is tortured and has to dive into her memories with Vaughn, her shot-dead fiance, and she's gonna imagine herself talking to him, and stuff. I love when they enter the characters' minds and show what's inside. If you know what I mean. That's why I particularly love "Six Feet Under". Anyway... The title of this episode is "The Horizon". Thus, I can't stop thinking about that word.
The Horizon, the limit between the Sky and the Earth, the line, the perspective, the vanishing point... The impossible, however, the direction. The Utopia, the place that doesn't exist, the eye trick. There is two ways to look at it and that's what I've needed lately.
Friday night, I went to see Kiss Kiss Bang Bang with my coworkers. I didn't understand everything but I was laughing out loud for the entire length of the movie ! Moreover,I really enjoyed Val Kilmer playing a gay detective, and most of all, the oh so sexy Robert Downey Jr. in the main part !
I'm damn crazy. Last night, I dreamt I was at a party where I knew everybody and everybody was with someone, I was the only bachelor. And when I arrived, everybody left and told me to stay to clean the place ! A guy even came to tell me : "Take the brush !" and left. What a nightmare !!!
It's a problem getting bigger and bigger in my life, although it shouldn't. There's worse than that. Last week, my mother told me : "But you don't know how to hit on somebody !", BAM ! (What does she know about it ???) Some days later, my twinsister pulled my arm' hairs and said : "Look at THAT ! No wonder guys don't want you !", BAM ! And then, at my bigsister Stephanie's birthday party, Melanie said : "Two year celibacy ? You know, at some point, you have to understand it comes from you !", oh, thank you for finishing me !!!
Fuckin' hell, I dread the Xmas meal...
- 06 December 2005 at 20:24
- Diary
About 10 days ago, with Ada, we went to Heaven, Europe's biggest gay club. This club deserves its fame ! 4 big rooms, including a huge one, kilometers of bar, an innumerable amount of blokes...
I was in Heaven, the definition of gay paradise, far wawy from completely asleep gay parisian nights. But the blokes... they looked like lobsters. I mean, they all looked alike ! It was crazy, there was an impossible crowd of blokes and none was coming apart ! All topless ! All ! All without hairs ! All ! All in jeans, but Diesel jeans ! Unbelievable !!!
The picture above suits my claims : the bloke is fine but you can't see his face, he's got no personality. It's a Heaven's ad, maybe that's what the blokes come for...